Oh my where do I start,
So, I have been not as active on here as I usually am. I really don’t want people to think I’m any less of a blogger now than I was when I was smashing posts out left, right and centre.
As you know if you follow me I have been in and out of the hospital this last year and it’s not particularly improving but I must try to manage it the best I can at home. My body still paralyses every day as soon as my eyes open it’s like it thinks ha she’s awake let’s be beat her body up.
To be honest I am actually coping mentally better than I was but of course I get those days when I think oh bloody hell, why me. My thoughts need to be – you just try me.
Also I had a birthday at the weekend which I couldn’t really celebrate for the very sad reason, that my big brother lost his fight with Cancer the day before my birthday. I really was hoping he had more fight left in him. Two years ago he was diagnosed, and he took everything in his stride. Will miss him so very much. Oh dear I’m tearing up again.
Please know it’s ok to cry though, it shows you’re human and have a heart.
Once my heads a bit straighter I will have a more regular uploading schedule. I much prefer to write and publish on the same day. I guess we are all different.
Thanks for being understanding, and I’ll see you in my next post.
Til then
